another question

sometimes, when all things went wrong. just imagine what will come next?
my friend telling me that a true love cant be found, it only can be felt....
still confused with all that just happened to me, a decision can't be made. i wonder about my own affection, it is true? blind? fool? or what?
everything that i have done is something that i want to, i never do something fake or something that contrast with my heart and mind...
doubt, fear, and tired. its all that i feel now. i need one sureness, about you and your love...
but besides all those mumbling words, i do love you..
it is okay for me that something that happened or will happen broke me up..
all i have to do is just to fulfill my words..

another pain

watch..
it just all i can do, while darkness consuming my love...
something hold me down to take a action. how miserable, i have a great power to eliminate it all...
but still, i'm loose in this war..
even you've said that your heart is mine, but your eyes tell me the truth...
i'm just another stupid guy who try to keep his affection..